Thats how's my life goes.
Everytime in the morning. When my alarm clock rings, my mum gets u off bed, my dog licks me in the face or when u falls off the bed and wakes up. What is the very first thing u will think of? Do u dread the day? Do u rather stay in bed and go back to sleep? Or would u start the day off with a smile? I would had start the day off smiling at myself in the mirror thinking of how to make my day a good one.

I still struggle to live a blameless life.
May God grant me the power to change my ways, for the better. I oso wanna take this opportunity to apologise for the demeaning words i used in my previous entries abt my church. They were merely there to add entertainment and i didn't mean to spoil the reputation at all. Thanks to those who remind me that i'm an ambassador for Christ.

Today went to Chong pang CC to play basketball.
What a BAD weather! Reached there and it started raining. We cant wait any longer for the rain to stopped , so we decided to play in the rain. Lols. After playing we went to 325 play basketball again. Played for a few hours later and went home. SUCH A BAD Weather. i'll swear i wont play in the rain again!.

NO church!
Why don't you let me be. Leave me alone. You start a fire inside that i could never control. You wanna see a reaction. Come on and cut me down. You've gone as far as i'll go. Now you're crossing the line. And i am letting you know. Well here's your reaction. Stand upI have had enough. Walk away before i finish what you started. Face to face i will put you in your place. End this game before i finish what you started. Face to face everything will change. You planted the seed. How my anger has grown. GOD BREAST ME!

CHURCH FOR U-
Ok, I've heard news that I've been busted over once again by the church. Sorry for my language, just felt that I had to do what's a man gotta do.anyways, I know the one who fucked me over alreadly. Look, I just dont want to have anything to do with you,leave me alone,we've got nothing in common. Go lead your own life, and I'll leave mine.

Miss a post yesterday.
Yesterday went for our last match at Singapore basketball center. We played againts Teckghee CSC. We had a wondering match with them. After the match we went to a near by foodcourt to have our lunch and went back home.

To u guys.
Now church, dun get fucked over my personal life, cause you've got no rights to choose. Go find somebody else to pick on, i'm done and over. OKAY GUYS?

Went to play pool today.
With bryan, tobias, dave and wei lun. Went to safra to play pool and after that went to the bowling alley to have our lunch and actually they are playing lan but those com were full so they have to wait for couples of hours. While waiting went back to play pool again. After that dave said that he have to go home so they intend not to play lan and i went to SBW shopping with bryan and tobias. I went to "NEW SISTER" ,had my hair cut and went home.

School holidays are like smoking.The high eventually runs out.
In both mentally and physically(sleep). Holidays are like smoking again I repeat, the high eventually runs out. I'm not ephasizing smoking, just encouraging the MOE to put more holidays in the 365 days we have as students. So MOE, hear me! On behalf of all students, we want more holidays, less homework and more class excursions, more recess time, less teaching and more teaching of music lesson.I'm just KIDDING. I dont want to get my ass sued for this. So I'm gonna start inventing a time machine, to get back to the einstein days and create a time machine and zoom till i'm 21 and get a car and girl with a great bod and love life. My sis went to china for holidays and nvr bring me along!!! went to find cao chen? LOLS.

My Chemical Romance - Welcome to the Black Parade Lyric


When I was a young boy,

My father took me into the city

To see a marching band.

He said, "Son when you grow up,

would you be the saviour of the broken,

the beaten and the damned?

He said "Will you defeat them,

your demons, and all the non believers, the plans that they have

made?"

Because one day I'll leave you,

A phantom to lead you in the summer,

To join the black parade.

"When I was a young boy,

My father took me into the city

To see a marching band.

He said, "Son when you grow up,

would you be the saviour of the broken, the beaten and the damned?

"Sometimes I get the feeling she's watching over me.

And other times I feel like I should go.

And through it all, the rise and fall, the bodies in the streets.

When you're gone we want you all to know.

We'll carry on,

We'll carry on

And though you're dead and gone believe me

Your memory will carry on

We'll carry on

And in my heart I can't contain it

The anthem won't explain it.

A woman sends you reeling from decimated dreams

Your misery and hate will kill us all.

So paint it black and take it back

Lets shout it loud and clear

Defiant to the end

We hear the call

To carry on

We'll carry on

Though you're dead and gone believe me

Your memory will carry on

We'll carry on

And though you're broken and defeated

Your weary widow marches

On and on we carry through the fears

Ooh oh ohhhh

Disappointed faces of your peers

Ooh oh ohhhh

Take a look at me cause I could not care at all

Do or die

You'll never make me

Because the world, will never take my heart

You can try, you'll never break me

You want it all, you wanna play this part

I won't explain or say I'm sorry

I'm unashamed, I'm gonna show my scar

Give a cheer, for all the broken

Listen here, because it's only you

I'm just a man, I'm not a hero

I'm just a boy, who's meant to sing this song

I'm just a man, I'm not a hero

I -- don't -- care

We'll carry on

We'll carry on

Though you're dead and gone believe me

Your memory will carry on

You'll carry on

And though you're broken and defeated

Your weary widow marches on

We'll carry on

We'll carry on

We'll carry on

We'll carry

We'll carry on

(Do or die, you'll never make me

Because the world, will never take my heart

You can try, you'll never break me

You want it all, you wanna play this part) [x2]

Had a relaxing training today.
Today had our early breakfast at Macdonalds and went to training. After we reached there a few mins later coach came and started our training. Training ends and we went to safra to play pool. Pool rocks although i'm jus a little beginner.We had our lunch and went back home.

Things were fine today.
Had a disappointed match today. Didn done anything for the team. Disappointed. After the match went to the near by food-court once again. hehe. Cool! The waitress is still there. they are welcoming us, had our lunch and went back home by MRT.

Today had a match againts raffles.
We had our match at Singapore basketball center. We lost .Lols. Without our main 5 we are jus a thrash. After the match went to the near by foodcourt to have our lunch. A china waiter is there and asking us wan some drinks. Them we jus directly shout to the counter a ice milo. LOLS. It was so fun. After the enjoyable lunch we to the MRT station. On the way to the MRT station, i saw a carrot and i took it and place it at the road. A van went pass and crush the carrot.LOLS. We took MRT back to yishun and they decided to go to safra to play dota. So i went there with them for a few hours and went home. Lost a match with no crys no tears.

Neightbour's house warming.
Fuck them lah. Their really not worth my anger, not worth my time, and even a sentence to them. Well, if you didnt want me there, why invite in the first place? Don't give me that shit that it's my fault again. FUCK YOU ALL, it's NEVER MY FAULT. I'M NEVER WRONG. Well,why am I thinking that way? Cause that's the way you guys think all the time.
Like a fire, Don't need water, Like a jury, Needs a liar, Like a riot, Don't need order.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Christine!
I went to a friendly match today, have a great match with nan hua sec school. Most of them were sec2 so they are bigger in size and taller in height.Lols. So they're advantage. not fair. HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY Christ! I'm just so tired, of everything's that happening. But no, I wont slow this pace down.Instead I'll quicken it, to the pace that even the fastest.

Today dyed hair.
Actually wanna to dye deep blue colour on my fringe. I tried and it dun works. So i brought a Red colour new Loreal hair dye. It causes me $12.90 if i'm not wrong. I dyed but it is not so obvious but i'm sure u can see it.Lols.

This is the sound of settlement.
You can illustrate your life in romance. But I can show you something so much more than words, in my hands. It's not your best intention now to burn your friends. This is your last night, this is your last chance in my hands. Today went to my friend's house, he house is cool, huge, look great and comfortable jus like mine. opps=X.Lols. He has a huge plusma tv and a pool table. Thats great. I seat on his sofa using his laptop and drinking volka.=). A few hours later , i went back home.

Looking for a star,and it's hard,because of you.
What's my name? Blowing back on mary jane, and analyzing the game, The game please dont choose me, to bring the words I can't say, it's one in the same, ever since you told me, Theres only room for two, I'll be making less room for you, Only God can hold me, Judge me, the only man that help is above me, I met so many girls and, It's like their all the same, My appetite for loving,Is now my hunger pain, and when I'm feelin sexy, Who's gonna comfort me? Maybe I'll need a attitude check. Perharps I'll just stay low awhile. Looking for perfact. Today went to my basketball training, after training and went back home straight.

BLOGGING IS EVIL !
Blogging is so bored. Apparently that's only a view of an individual. Everyone who blogs or at least rants about his or her own life online, can be considered to be an exhibitonnist. Means i'm an exhibitonnist, so is everyone on my links. :) Lols. Having basketball training per-normal today, woke up early in the morning 6am. Get ready for training, packed up and cab to the meet area. Saw tobias and bryan waiting for me. Took our breakfast and went to basketball training. After training went to had our lunch and headed home.

NO CHURCH.
The church and cell leaders,I've really got nothing left for you guys to scold about already. Say what you want, do what you want. You guys cant freaking judge me. And what about not appreaciating you guys? WTF? Dont freaking judge me. I'll do what I can,even if it means unassociating myself with you all. Don't always think it's my fault, my fault, my fault. I'm freaking sick of you guys blaming me.I'm sick of taking the blame alr.Don't go for mission?Don't come back to church?oh whatever.

Christians in sheep's clothing.
A devil in a midnight mass,He prayed behind stained glassA memory of Sunday classResurrected from the pastHold your breath and count to fourPinky swears don't work no moreFootsteps down the hallway floorGetting closer to my doorI was alive but now I'm screamingSilent night for the rest of my lifeViolent knight at the edge of your knifeForgive me Father... Won't make it rightYou're guilty!Whisper, whisper, don't make a sound.Your bed is made, it's in the ground. This is what people in Church are.

Today had a friendly match with cchy.
We gotten thrash by them, not really.haha. We didn knew scores but definately lose. But we gain some experiences. After the match we went to north point to have our lunch and i followed them to funland to play DOTA. After that went to 325 to play basketball till 7pm and headed home.

HALLOWEEN ENDED. =)

Hoildays were bored and only started a few days.

Wow.I just hate Singapore.Too safe already. WE NEED MORE SHOOTINGS AND MURDER AND VIOLENCE AND YES,MORE SEX!Lols.What we've been doing this holidays.